A two week journey is coming to an end. It has been a great, but intense one. This has been the longest amount of time I have spent on a journey alone, and that has made me very vulnerable and sensitive.
2019 has, as the extension of 2018, brought me a lot of stress and complicated situations which are on the merge of being solved. But even so, I had to break the pattern and decided to take a break from everything by leaving for Los Angeles. LA is my happy place, but staying here alone also brings me challenges that can be hard to deal with. See, the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with is my soul and when I put myself in the situation where I have to spend a lot of time with myself in a vulnerable position I’m like a rollercoaster. Don’t get me wrong, I do appreciate everything about it because it makes me grow in a different course and phase than I would at home, but in these moments my heart bleeds.
This trip has also brought me lovely experiences. The most wonderful thing about this trip has been the relationship with my family here. I feel so loved and so much closer to them. See, even if I do travel alone I’m never really alone. I stay with the most heartwarming and wonderful people and I’m so happy that we got to spend more time together.
I always debate in my head while I’m here, if I want to make a move or what to do. Truth is I love Norway. It’s home. And that will never change. I’ve really felt upon missing my loved ones this time around and I miss the cold air on my face in a twisted, absurd way. So unlike previous times I will leave today with content, not heartbreak. But I also know I will be back very soon..
Now I’m gonna soak in the sun I can before I have to leave for the airport.
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